

Going back to her homeland, and to the scene of her complicated past, feels like stepping into a strange and familiar dream. But when a mysterious package arrives on her doorstep in Boulder, Colorado, announcing the death of her father, Rio feels compelled to return to Japan for the first time in twenty years, leaving her husband and her daughter confused and bereft. Determined to outrun her murderous past, she renames herself Rio, graduates from nursing school, marries a loving man, and soon has a daughter.


Upon release, Chizuru flees Japan for a new identity and life in the United States. Her father visits her just twice before ultimately disowning her. For the next seven years, Chizuru is institutionalized. At school, her bullys cruelty intensifies, and in a moment of blind rage, Chizuru grabs a Morimoto letter opener from her teachers desk and fatally stabs Tomoya Yu in the neck. When Chizurus mother dies suddenly her father offers her no comfort and she is left feeling alone and unmoored. Overweight and hafu (her mother is white), she is tormented by her classmates and targeted by the most relentless bully of them all, Tomoya Yu. Elle's 33 Best Books of the Year A Searing Debut Novel from One of the Most Imaginative Minds in Fiction Chizuru Akitani is the twelve-year-old daughter of the famous violinist and Japanese Living National Treasure Hiro Akitani.
